Sitting at the outskirts
Smack in between nothing and something
My face wrinkles in experience,
Such inexperience,
This muddy path,
Filled with footsteps
I can’t even find a space to place my own
I keep stepping in their steps
Dancing, I guess, to the din of disaster
These footsteps are too big for me to fill
Too deeply drenched in darkness
This is not MY path
Not the road I choose!!
In my ear, an ocean of voices
All rising, thunderous, to wash away my soul
I remember when, in some distant summer,
Rejoicing bit at my bones,
Now winter,
This ghastly winter,
Freezes my smile
My heart has forgotten the beat pattern of joy
And their laughter, a banshee I try to banish
Burns itself into my brain………
……and I remember them effortlessly
It’s agonizing!!
This hellhole in between something and nothing really is……………nothing!!
